i'm in a rush while typing this. i have to get ready for a week-long trip to louisiana. my internet finally came back, but now i've gotta leave in a car to go to a place with no internet. my grandpa's dieing, he nearly died last night, and he might not live 'til we get there. really, we knew he was gonna die soon anyways. i'm not upset; everyone will die eventually and he has horrible emphysema from 60+ years of smoking. logically, he's lucky to have lived this long and we should be glad for that. but i haven't really said much because everyone else is upset. my main issue is we'll be spending over a week together, and about four of those days will be in a car. there's a reason my parents are splitting. this thing won't help. and the idea of a week of bonding isn't going to work; they've tried it a lot. my mom hates the guy. so of course it makes sense for us to leave on a week of adventure where we can't leave the room when we get upset. i'll be at school on friday, but then i won't be back until the monday after. won't be here on the weekend; leaving after school. i don't wanna go, this sucks, and if i end up in a pissy rage all day this is why. i'll see everyone after this.